A dose of life in an arid environment

I just stumbled on this podcast last week and have listened to like 100 already. I work in a high-level government job in an overseas isolated community. It's really stressful and some of the people are toxic. This has me in the worst funk of my life. I can leave the job, and I struggle back and forth wondering when the best time to do so would be, and if the struggling is just a figment of my imagination... but I can't just move because my husband is a US solider. I've never been so out of touch with myself in my life (I'm 26 by the way). But I stumbled on this podcast on my way home for my granddad's funeral and listened to four hours on the plane. I haven't stopped since. It reignited something inside me and his ideas and the episodes are like fuel to keep it going. Writing this makes me realize the reality I've created for myself is dismal right now. But I know I'm called to build something big and special that will change the lives of this world profoundly. We really can't go anywhere, but I can create something while we're here and for when we leave. Thanks Brandon! Please don't stop! ❤️