A call for help

Hello!! I have been listing to your show for about 3 years on and off and recently within the last few months felt the need to get connected with my spiritual side again. I have been trying to listen at least once a day. It really makes me feel in a good place to have others that are on the same level as me. I want to be able to channel energy better and know how to listen when my higher self is coming though. I feel like relationships I am in/around everyday makes my connection worse since they seem to be much less “awake” in this life and completely unaware of what is going on around them. I have no close connections with people that are at the same spiritual level and it makes me wonder where to draw the line with relationships? Is that being selfish if it’s for my own good? I never have held on to superficial things/relationships that don’t pull me towards the magical feeling I had once. Like you say, change is constant which is great and I have experienced this. On the other hand my partner is not on the same page at all and it feels to be restricting my own growth. I would love to hear others thoughts on this topic!
Many more questions to come!

-Much love🙏🏼